tired. work.

seems ages since i last blogged. was chatting with a friend (A) the other night...

A was telling me about the way i behaved and the way my character is.
it isn't that i don't wish to be girly like other gals, it isn't within my control to prevent guys from treating me like buddies...

sometimes i wish... i could be like other gals, sweet, lovely... but somehow inside me, i think i couldn't be that way. A asked why couldn't i be like other gers... be close to guys, yet not become buddies with them; maintaining the fact that they are gers and shld the guys become closer to them, it might signify the beginning of a relationship (or something to tt effect).

i'm tired.

i think i am a loner. and maybe one day, i will become extinct like the dodo bird... because i don't get out enuf (pun intended).

anyway, i've suggested to the gals to meet up at least once a month, hopefully they do. but i hope someone will take the initiative this time to organise something soon. so, who's the next organizer? the person will just have to contact everyone to settle on the date and time, cox i've already got suggestions on where to go... it'll be fun... kekekeke.

thinking about this makes me excited... lalalala..

And to everyone who contributed to my birthday "ang bao", i've spent it on the Phantom of the Opera tix... and yes, i finally got someone to watch it with me!! =)

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my thots are coming in in drips and drapes... sigh. think it's because of work. worked thru the wekends and i have only 4 hrs in the morning to finish ALL my sections, plus half of the profit and loss... DIE! i am so dead... it isn't that i didnt work on weekends, but client was not around.......

wish me luck!