my grand papa

went to visit my grandfather's grave yesterday...
every year, i would visit his grave and pray that he'll bless my family all year round...
i always have so much to tell him...
althou his departure was 8 years ago, i'm still overcome with grief everytime i visit him...

dedicated to my grandfather...
my grandfather was very close to my family.
he looked after my brother and i for a few years until he was diagnosed with cancer.
i saw his health deteriorate.
i saw how he could no longer look after himself.
i saw how he could only breathe with the help of a machine.
i used to sleep on the floor beside him, for fear, he would need someone in the middle of the night.
there was once, i saw that he couldn't breathe in the dark silence of the night.
i had to call an ambulance.
thank heavens he survived but not for long.
finally came the day he could breathe better and was looking good...
he left us.
i never had a chance to repay him.
i never had the chance to give him a good life.
Ah Gong>> you will be remembered forever and i will never forget what you have done for our family.

the fragility of life.

[[a 'lil note to the one i hold dearly in my heart... i am still waiting...]]