accusations.

an abandonment of blog. piling up of work.

evolution of a new me? or a resurfacing of the underlying me?

yes, work is piling up, way too high... the sun rises and sets everyday w/o me even realising... days just go by with a high dosage of procrastination... i think i need a lethal jab of motivation and a continual supply of sense of self-achievement...


back to the topic i wana talk abt today...

accusations.
most ppl blame others when something goes amiss. i never thot it was rite to do so but it seems to be the au naturel reactions of people. i've seen that in a midst of anger and arguments or when things aren't going the way we thot or would like them to be, ppl tend to blame others... accuse them... point fingers at them...

maybe ppl shld learn not to point fingers. i may not do it very well but i believe it's the best that i could ever do. it may not be noticeable but i try everytime.

when something goes amiss, whn you start accusing the other person, sparks of anger fly, they ignite and burn... worse still, the person you just accused... what does he/she feel when u made your accusations?

i'm sure most people never want to hurt the opposite party (me too... i never want to hurt others...) hence, i attempt to see what was it on my part that cause the unhappiness or that made things go the wrong way. but somehow, i seem to fail most of the time. because it seems un-noticeable of the effort i put in and this leads to an overwhelming consumption of self-blame.

self-blame. the worse kind of blame. because no matter what happens, it's yourself that you have to deal with. only you can forgive yourself. is this coming from a pessimistic someone?

does it mean optimistic ppl can easily forgive themselves? or will they forgive themselves as long as others no longer blame them?

je ne sais pas.