..HONESTY..

hi peeps,

i'm back to blog. i'm down with a terrible bout of sore throat. it sucks. where is my stupid boy? i need some TLC... =( actually, i just spoke to him over the phone (my heart is brimming with happiness and smiles...)

i guess the few 'up-and-coming' entries wld be rather thot-provoking since they have stirred up an abundance of thots in moi.

honesty.
the truth hurts, doesn't it? yet most of us claim that they are honest or truthful, when most of the time they speak only what others wana hear.
i used to speak my mind, say what i wish and whenever i want to. the thoughts were never filtered and they were in 'real time'.

can i still be that way? question.

i guess my answer is I DON'T THINK I CAN.
Pourquoi. i'm beginning to care more about how the other person(s) would think or feel towards what i say. it tends to get a 'lil tricky when i start rambling and ranting. so, i presume that the degree of MY truthfulness depends on the person i'm interacting with.

MAIS... i'm trying to be as honest as i can. no facades. no lies. truth hurts. truth kills. 'cox do unto others what you want others to do unto you. it beats better than not knowing the truth or to find out consequently.

to my stupid boy: i thank you for your honesty and i apologize for my cold silences.

however, i live my life as honest i can ever be. i live my life the way i want. i live life without regrets. i live life as it is. c'est la vie.

think i shall go wash the air-con now, otherwise, there'll be no air-con tonight. kekeke.