dark. bt not twisty.

there ain't no twisted tale behind this layout. i did it myself.

yes, probably this is the me which i choose to keep under wraps.
cox life is never a tale of fantasy. life will not be a fairy tale.
at least for myself.

btw, i love tidbits!!

i think i am beginning to lose myself, lose my zest for life, lose a lot of things which i used to be proud of. i have no idea how to get them back.

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i wana write a little something for someone...
someone nice... someone...

[you will be missed if you go overseas. at least by me. but if opportunities arise and life for you is so much better over there, i think you can really consider going.]

[if you like someone, i think it's worth a try to let him/her know... u'll never know how he/she feels toward you... jia you!!] *just as i was blogging, this person replied to say wadeva he said is for conversation sake... yeeks! so i decided to stop there =(*

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insights
people choose to be indifferent about things. some choose to be neutral.
some ppl just find it hard to express themselves. but will they live to regret it?
as ppl grow older, they are more wary of their feelings, does this cause them to be more afraid of expressing them? or are they just concerned about the outcome?
inability to accept wad they do not wish to hear?
am i growing to be like that... i think i might be... but i reli hope not...

if i like someone, should i tell him?
wad if i am rejected?
but it's difficult to live not knowing the outcome...

if u like me, tell me... =)