SeLf-DouBt...and i NeEd uR hElp...

i am so freaking stressed by exams... the fear of having to 'packet' is so great... :(

i am starting to doubt myself... i dnt have much confidence in myself esp when it comes to exam bt i guess most ppl are like that as well...

but i wana ask u guys something abt me... esp those ppl who know me rather well...
pls dnt give bias comments or favourable comments just because u guys dnt wana hurt me... u, my good frends, are my mirror, my character check... u ppl wld be the ones to help me become a beta person...

i knw i am quick-tempered... and my mood swings like nobody's biz... i know that i am super critical of EVERYTHING and EVERYONE ard me... and i know i am rather insistent on doing things my way... and i am rather individualistic.

i m nt afraid of letting ppl knw i am like that... but i wana know wad your reactions are towards all the above... can all my good frends out there or whoever who knows me just drop me some comments abt me?? either it's ur personal comments or comments pertaining to the above remarks i made abt myself. i wld appreciate it lots... =) pls dnt be afraid tt i'll be hurt...

as for my 3 flowers and 1 grass (partner, partner's mistress, Ah Hua and partner's lover), i know i am always acting cute, liking hello kitty and saying i wana be princess ... am i reli very irritating? am i so intolerable? i wana know... so, guys, pls tell me the truth... i hope that i can chge before everyone starts avoiding me or i start losing frends...

also, am i a spoilt child? am i unreasonable? ppl... tell me? please... if i am, i hope to chge for the beta...

tt's all i have to say for now... at least...

ppl, u dnt have to use ur real names to leave me comments, but use names that give me some indictation of who u r, so i knw who are the ones leaving comments.. and at least i know where u guys are coming frm...

if u guys think the comments u guys are giving are too private or it's beta that u guys give me comments in private so that u can be more honest and str 4ward, pls do not hesitate to contact me privately... i'm sure u guys have me email or msn or even my hp number... =D

thks guys.. i love you all...